Will or WILL??

Many things had been writing,
Read by many people,
some which don't really understand,
and some which misunderstood the meaning of it,
yet it doesn't really matter,
as long as you are the one,
which i wrote for,
hoping you would understand,
the feelings i try to convoy,
regardless of how it may hurt others,
still i want you to know,
not only through words i'm doing it,
through time and actions,
which i tried,
yet.. it's the same,
i don't know whether you would be reading even one of the post i made,
and i would want to just text you the link,
but i'm afraid you would just turn away,
and i don't know what i should do,
or should try..
in order to grasp hold of you once again,
never ever wanting to let go..
For you,
I WILL!!!