Random 3!!!

There are times i wanna cry,
but is there a quiet place to let it all out,
There are times when i was hurt badly,
but did anything help to ease the pain i felt,
There are times i lied,
but did anyone bother to know about the truth,
There are times i kept quiet,
but did anyone notice that occurrence,
There are times when everything just seems so wrong,
but what was right in the first place,
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I lose so many things that i lost track of its increasing count,
yet,
every time i lose something,
it's either i gain something of nothing,
but 
now... everything just seems to be worth losing,
as i gained not what i desired or wished for,
I gained what every humans need in life,
I gained a bunch of friends,
which i know that they are the one,
that would screw me if i'm wrong and tell me what to do,
and they are the one,
which put trust into the friendship we all shared,
i thought that it was the only thing i could ever get..
yet i was wrong,
it was far from what i can really conclude at first,
now,
they are like the gift from heaven,
which i believed that,
god doesn't abandon us alone in this world,
till the day we thinks that he already did...