It took me one whole day to reminisce all those memories being a Student..
Those happy moments being with those whom shared the same interest,
Those happy moments being with those whom shared the same interest,
The guy which I should have met sooner.. but it wasn't that late at all..
He show me to the world or Animation and Manga.. which is now one of my addictive habits..
He show me his world which was full of intriguing events.. His past was the knot of our friendship,
He show me his world which was full of intriguing events.. His past was the knot of our friendship,
His sadness was the moment of our brotherhood..
He was the closest to me.. Yet now he is in a land.. far away from where I am..
All I could do was to wait for updates on his Facebook account and to call him out when he's back....
He is and will always be the guy that I'll want to be by his side.. to be a brother that knows no limit for he is Fook Khoon.. the guy that show me what true friendship was all about..
He is and will always be the guy that I'll want to be by his side.. to be a brother that knows no limit for he is Fook Khoon.. the guy that show me what true friendship was all about..
Next is when Form 6 life started.. A new journey had been taken.. New friends.. and brand new experience.. This time was the best schooling life I ever had.. Skipping classes,Sleeping in the class..
Be the guy whom everyone knows and everyone is like a family when I'm in Form 6.. many of us were from different school.. but together we created a large family.. Doing the orientation with the juniors was far most the best family activity we could ever do.. and never would I forget the guys from Band 6.. which was the best moments of my life.. Hanging out at Edmund's place for practice.. doing crazy stuff.. going for Minums always.. and becoming a family... Life will never be that satisfying if I had chosen to go private instead of Form 6...
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That's only the Nice part.. when it comes to the heart-breaking moments.. I felt empty.. Hopeless..
All my time I kept trying to tell myself that I just got to love to be loved back..But things just doesn't seem so east at all.. I tried twice.. thinking that My feelings could open her heart... but I guess.. things weren't as naive as that.. And so it took me a year and ++ to just tell myself i'm ready to Move on.. i'm ready to just give it one more shot.. To tell life that i'm ready to love and be loved once more.. but.. When does the time comes to do that.. Should I just go for anyone.. or should I just wait for the right one to come and Singalfy me that she's waiting for me to just Say... "Hi, I'm Mathew, I may not be perfect now.. but I just wish that I could know you more and hope that you be the one that makes me a perfect guy"... When will the time come??..
When.. any Idea.. nope.. So for now I'm just again.. looking at others finding their other half.. having someone to care for.. to just text and talk anything.. at any time.. Man.. I'm kinda of a little Jealous...
When.. any Idea.. nope.. So for now I'm just again.. looking at others finding their other half.. having someone to care for.. to just text and talk anything.. at any time.. Man.. I'm kinda of a little Jealous...
