What's real...

When i looked back into the past i had brought along to the present,

there was one past which i will never forget,

thou many had been memories,

yet this past still follows me.. unwilling to be part of the memories built up in the 19 years of living,

this past signify many ways,

it turn me into what i am today,

this past is like a misery when i'm down,

and a close friend when i'm thinking about the things i had done,

this past,

echoes... just like this,

like a broken record,

repeating its story,

again and again...

till it's like a daily voice i hear,

and till now.. it's fresh in me,

and here's how it will tell it's story to me everyday,

    

     There's once a boy, a kid which just barely able to look at his whole body in the toilet's mirror,

short and round.. he loves to watch movies, movies which take his breath along and steals his heart,

movies which concludes that true love exist in this world, and guess what.. he believed it.. and one day he met this girl.. this girl which he met.. took place in a home tuition where it is his first day there.. this girl with long hair and fairest of all girl he ever look upon.. just like the movie he watched once.. just one time looking at her,

he fall for her.. like what we call as love at first sight.. he thought that he was only gonna see her during the tuition time,yet.. it seems she goes to the same primary school as her.. but different session as.. she was in the morning session and he was in the afternoon session.. still this boy never fails to try to catch a glimpse of this gal..yet this gal never notice him before.. not to say he tried making her to notice him.. this boy will just stand far from the class she's in.. just looking at her would be fine that time... till the day when primary schooling days were counted and this boy is gonna shift to a new environment in the secondary school life.. he thought he would never ever get to met and look at the gal he fell for the very first time anymore...

Till.. the first day of being in the secondary school... He was shocked....

-sorry for the inconvenience... i will continue tomorrow..