Undefined???

In life,
everyone knows where the sun rise and set,
and when the moon turns full,
yet there's one thing we would never ever figure out,
which is love,
some says its a feeling where all emotions are involved,
yet,
some says it's just an emotion build up in time,
singular or plural,
right or wrong,
it's still what we call love,
it had its statement,
yet lack of its definition,
love cant be defined,
nor can be explained,
as we just feel it in the left side of our chest,
that small compartment,
which pumps blood throughout our body,
which filters the air we breathe in,
and not to forget to feel the love we felt,
though we never know when we will feel it,
or to lose it..
still we try to understand love,
to try to love and be loved,
still there's no signal which signifies love,
and no logic in loving someone,
but still some doubt the love they saw,
right in front of them,
asking to be loved,
they were unsure whether it's the love they seek,
thinking that love comes in many form and many way,
end up not knowing what love really is and how it make it way..
though many tried to love and end up not being loved back,
still some never stop trying and some just wait,
waiting to be loved back,
rather to love,
as it's just a big round circle,
never knowing when to end or when to start,
though all it comes back with the same word,
love,
still no one understand its existence,
nor knowing its origin...
all they do is to follow what they felt in there,
now,
thinking that it's true love,
I never stop trying..
though not being loved back,
still I try and try,
though she may not give in to my love,
still i try giving up,
yet it's hard,
as it's easy to fall,
and being mid air during the moments of falling,
i felt light for once and free like the soaring skies,
yet,
when i reached the ending point of falling,
i crashed towards the ground,
punctured a hole on the ground,
just as how my heart was punctured with a hole,
i bleed,
just because i try to fall,
and expect someone to catch me,
even noticing that she's moving away,
when i'm in mid air,
still i can't stop falling,
gravity pulling me down,
nothing to stop or brake,
i just fall like that,
and there's she is,
right in front of me,
right there,
near the hole which i made,
just because i fall,
and she never try catching me,
she just barely able to look at me,
just being able to notice the external bruises and bleeding i had,
never even want to try looking what happen in the inside,
all she do was to stand and look,
thinking everything would be fine,
she walked away,
leaving me there,
barely able to stand again,
to even think to fall again,
she left me,
there,
all alone,
facing the dark night,
without the glow of the moon,
it's all pitched black,
the surrounding turns quiet,
echoes of excruciating pain,
coming out from the inside,
trying as loud as it could,
just because it want to be heard,
still no one really did,
as time pass,
i never try falling again,
even thinking of it,
bring back the unwanted memories,
memories which i try putting it in the corner which nothing could reach it,
still every time i saw you,
those memories came back haunting me,
just in a matter of second,
your arrival,
caught my eyes,
and you minions,
came haunting me,
never want me to let go,
to ever forget that,
i'm still stuck,
with loving you,
and even if there's a chance to get rid of it,
that chance just seems like getting rid of myself in part of your life,
and now,
here i am,
just far away from you,
being in the distance,
which i will always notice you,
even knowing that you may never notice you,
still that's all i can do,
Is to watch you from far..
hoping for the impossible to ever happen,
which is to be noticed,
just once...

(NOTE : NO ONE IS INVOLVED)