Thinking???

I've been thinking for a damn long time,
thinking about something which co-exist from one thing,
one thing which human's define it's as the mightiest of all feelings,
that feeling which brought up someone so high above the skies,
yet with a possibility of letting go of them,
to fall way down to the hard solid ground,
giving finite's of happiness and infinite of pain,
this thing never cease to exist in humanity,
this thing which we called love...
resulting in me walking alone on the dark cold pavement,
only able to hear the echo of my own voice,
shouting for an answer,
demanding to be questioned,
still there's no answers to be given,
or questions to be answered,
walking and walking,
hoping that the shaded clouded will move on,
allowing the sun to shine,
to enlighten this darkness i'm in,
to show me the path i'm walking on,
to melt the icy floor which made me slips numerous time,
to warmth the cold heart of mine...
Now without the light from the sun,
from far,
there seems to be a dim light,
emitting itself,
not knowing where it originated from,
nor where it's ending point are??
I walk and walk,
towards the dim light,
and as the distance started to shorten,
it's getting brighter and brighter,
as bright as the sun,
i saw a figure,
a similar one,
someone which resemble her,
or it's her....
the one which i wished to be in the future???