Reason...

For everything i done,

in the past and even now,

there's a reason behind it,

though i tried voicing it out,

yet sometimes you weren't bothered to listen,

and when i kept it to myself,

you said i wasn't willing to tell you,

and when i told you,

you said i was fussy about everything,

and yet you weren't willing to understand the reason behind those words,

those words which were left unspoken,

were the word you never want to listen,

and when it spoke,

you shovel it aside,

as if there's nothing left to say,

yet when i tried reasoning,

you tried avoiding,

and it just seems that there's no reason in trying anymore,

and i just lost track of the reason,

the one and only reason,

to fall and to try loving you..

cause reason just doesn't seems to have chemistry with you,

and without reason,

what can i used,

to be the wall to lean on,

when i slipped,

to be the barrier,

when you tried hurting me,

now when i walked away,

you again ask for a reason,
and what reason you want me to give,
when all left is nothing to be said...

-mat-