The So called Theory...

In the world we live in,

Every single mankind that breathe the air of the universe,

and grasp the undying beauty of the world,

deserve a chance to live as other did,

but not everyone deserve a chance to truly love and be loved,

as thoughts of really trying to love someone from the heart,

and being loved back by anyone,

just seems to be an ideal theory,

yet in the reality,

this theory never truly exist,

whether we tried proving it existence or not,

it will end up making a circle of nowhere,

a circle which always have a starting point,

yet missing its ending point...

and many doubt this,

this ideal theory which never exist,

believing that if they really put their heart into the love they tried so heart,

with "sincerity" of course,

all stuff into one simple present box,

look simple from the outside,

and different from the inside,

which makes the recipient speechless,

speechless about the packaging they saw,

right in front of their very eye,

not knowing what to do next,

or to do now..

just lingering their thoughts on ways,

ways to either unwrapped this sincerity and take a peek of what possibilities could encountered them,

or maybe they just leave it there,

just right there,

without even remembering whom left it there,

or even giving a damn about it..

and this so called theory of equivalent trades,

that never ever exist in love,

as the only excuse they could give is,

"Love can't be measure,

nor can it be counted,

cause no matter how much you love someone or

how much the someone love you,

you just need to know he/she love you because you love him/her too.."

and what about those whom loves someone with his/her whole heart,

and the other one doesn't really care,

is it equivalent as we speak,

all its just come around with excuses that the someone,

could not love you the way you want..

is that the best you could ever come up with..

or that's the only thing you could say to make yourself feel better,

and now right here...

as you were busy tempting other souls you seek for,

Here's a soul which you trampled his/her sincerity,

and kicks the love he/she had for you..

just because of you whom made him/her fall for you...

and not being versatile in catching him/her..

do you still intend to make this very soul believe that true love exist,

and sincerity is just what made true love co-exist,

In the world where you and I exist,

or it's just another one of your games which need he/she to play their role..

~Soul~

-Mat-

this may be the very last post..