Just so you know..

I wish I could be brave once more..
To tell myself to move on,
To reassure what I really want,
To tell you that I'm ready,
But everytime I try moving on,
My heart stops a beat,
Unsure of what it really want,
I end up waiting right at the same spot,
The very one which you left me,
With hopes the star will shine,
You darken the life of what used to shine..