Day 2 - What if it's toDAY..

What if it's today but not tomorrow and obviously not yesterday..
Would i still be the one i once proclaimed to be..
or maybe the one whom i never try to be..
It just a simple puzzle mingling left,right,up,down or rather everywhere in the brain,
that very brain which seems to be superior from it's wits but inferior when it comes to you..
All the data, the information.. the leaks.. It's a perfect clinch where your movement were "predictable"
But Everything just falls apart when " Love" interfere with the Brain..
But it's just doesn't stop.. or does it.. at last all the Brain could do is to succumb to it's failure..
and when Everything seems to end.. That's when the beginning starts..
A start which never seems to know when to end or perhaps a start without an ending from the beginning..
and I guess when it starts.. it'll never stop..
and That's when eternal comes to its use....

I can wait for an eternal
And cry for a decade,
but
that doesn't mean I'll ever forget you in a millenium years to come..
As my love for you had been carved,
right at this spot
inside here
on the left side of my chest,
and it will always remain the same for eternity...
till death tore us apart,
I'll always be there..
For you...

Day 1 - A day which never seems to differ from others..

      Have you ever wish or rather whisper from the bottom of your heart that Today is gonna be DIFFERENT from yesterday or any other day.. I did and yet for some reason it doesn't work on me.. I always hope for a more dynamic day rather than a monotonous day.. Everyday just seems like the other day.. I felt so empty.. All that could be done was to work and work and work.. just to stop the pathetic side of mine from thinking non-stop about you.. Why couldn't you just disappear from my thoughts and appear right in front of my barely naked eyes.. but that's just a situation that appears in a dream which will vanish right at the moment when it's time to face the reality..
       All i could say was You are always the motivation i could find to embrace the day and in the same time you are too the disappointment i felt in when effort made by me to see you is just as far as going through your Facebook Profile.. I texted you.. Give you all the hint i could.. and yet.. you never seem to noticed it or you just tend to avoid it... I wanted to ask you.. to confront with the matter.. Yet i lack courage of doing so.. and I am just too afraid.. Really afraid that the response given by you may be the worst or even worst than what i could expect..
        That's why it will always be a day which never seems to differ from others.. Today,Yesterday,Tomorrow.. or any other day.. Without your consent.. or rather acknowledgement.. everyday will be just like today and yesterday.. If.. and ONLY IF you could just tell me what are you thinking.. I'll just tell you what i felt every single day..